Today : 4/14 = 163.5
last week = 0
Total loss = 9.5 lbs
I think I would have lost if only I had stayed away from anything edible the last 3 days.
I'm literally keeled over in pain. I think my uterus is trying to escape. I do not like it one bit.
I've always tracked my cycles, especially since I was infertile for so long. It's amazing to me how it screws up a whole week and a half to two weeks out of a month. I told the hubby tonight that I would probably be at my goal weight if I didn't have to contend with these damn hormones. It messes with my head.
I joked on my twitter,
"Thinking about donating my ovaries and uterus, cause damn. Besides their lousy job at hormone regulation, I have no need for them anymore."
OK, I think the pain meds are finally starting to kick in... no longer feeling like my woman parts are going to take off. Besides the hormonal, lack of self control stuff that is going on, I think it also makes me way sleepier than my normal sleepiness. Which, doesn't leave me with much hope.
But I'm trying. I'm trying to learn to override these hormones which cause me to go in this personal downward spiral. I'm smart enough, I know what's going on. Sometimes that is the most frustrating part. I know what I need to do.... I just.... I just.... ugh.
...and now I will go to bed, because this all makes my brain hurt.
