I feel kind of like a drop out. I started seeing a psychologist earlier this year and forgot to schedule appointments before I went on the trip to Vegas back at the end of July and I haven't been back.
I actually don't feel like I need to go, but I enjoyed going. My Dr. and I have similar personalities. I could be her friend in real life, but that's not an option. I just need to call her, just like I need do the other stuff on my to do list.
I kind of gave up on my scale. I think that was a necessary step to move forward. I packed it away in my closet and I'll weigh myself... I don't know... maybe every other week. I know I'm losing inches and people have been saying how they are noticing a change. What's more important is how I feel and I feel great.
I'm working out and at the end of this week I'll be done with my 1st month of P90X. You should have seen me today doing my "death by push-up" workout. Granted, I do girly push-ups because I have a bad back, but damn... I was rockin those girly push-ups. I feel strong and that makes me feel pretty amazing. When I toss in bed at night, I feel lighter. I like how my skinny jeans need to be hiked back up every now and again.
I'm not a huge fan of late fall after the leaves all fall and everything looks dead. I'm not huge fan of winter either. I'm not a fan of ungodly cold. It's so cold and gray and frankly I don't like it. Every year, I don't like it. SAD... Seasonal Affective Disorder. Maybe I need to buy a little desk lamp that has happy sun beams shooting out of it... and a unicorn.
A fellow blogger posted a blog that was pretty basic and down to earth. It was entitled, "Who Am I" and it just went on about how they perceived them self. It was a nice break from the typical blog you might see. That will be one of my next posts.
And Lisa... I love your What I Wore Wednesday posts. I don't have the courage to take a photo of this hot mess every day, but I like how you do it. I love a lot of your outfits! I also liked when you did Happies and Crappies. I know I've used that a few times!
alrighty, I need to get to bed. Goodnight.
